;letting go is hard, especially when emotions run deep. But remember, sometimes holding on can hurt much more.
I walked away and live my life because hoping and holding on wasn't the best choice.
We talked a lot,mostly about life.He asked me about my research,how is it going on in the biology molecular Lab.
well i said,Alhamdullilah its going on very well,but need to spend more time doing it. 4months ago,I couldnt see the light at the end of tunnel,filled with just so many dissapointments and let downs by those I cared about but i've learned to let go of people and relationships that were not working for me,and that was by far,the best decision I ever made..
I want to say this to certain someone if you ever read this: ''I rebuild my life after you,I make my everyday worth living,I get myself occupied and Im glad making the choice i made,to walk away,it was hard at first but I made it to who I am now and i still keeping my head up because it a harsh world out there.'';I did a lot of things during the past months im not with you,I joined Yoga,i went swimming,i explore new restaurants and places to eat,i jog,i lost more weight,i looked more awesome,and u were shocked seeing me getting thinner and awesome because u expected to see me at my worst.I used the opportunity and time that I had for myself to be better than who I am before,and I achieved a lot.What had u achieved in past months?u didnt even know where Pastagio is?Im truly sorry for you edward,u need something for urself to get occupied with besides ur boring life and the same daily routine and the same places to eat .
I even got 98.67 for my neurology osce examination!! Im tough enough for this and it beyond what i know until i truly let it go. "ikhlas'' and truly being ikhlas has reward me with this.Me saying goodbye reward me with new hello. God plan is just beyond what we know.
Dont get me wrong to see me talking to you like nothing is ever happened.I learned to be strong everyday and i had mastered the skill of hating.I used to think to just delete you from my friend list but im not stupid and childish enough to do so.
And now I can just laugh looking back at the past.
Or even,not pretending to be cool and calm when talking to you anymore.
I can even look into those eyes while talking to you.Those eyes didnt make me helplessly drown anymore
thank you for the memories,it nice to had some memories to cling on.
We might be friend again,but maybe not as closed as before.
And today,here I am,rolled up into someone better and I thank you for the experiences.
Thankyou for breaking my heart,losing you made me found who I am.
'when you cant remember why you're hurt,that's when u are healed-Jane Fonda'
Life's Pretty darn amazing right now.Hope yours is just as fantastic like mine.
I want to say this to certain someone if you ever read this: ''I rebuild my life after you,I make my everyday worth living,I get myself occupied and Im glad making the choice i made,to walk away,it was hard at first but I made it to who I am now and i still keeping my head up because it a harsh world out there.'';I did a lot of things during the past months im not with you,I joined Yoga,i went swimming,i explore new restaurants and places to eat,i jog,i lost more weight,i looked more awesome,and u were shocked seeing me getting thinner and awesome because u expected to see me at my worst.I used the opportunity and time that I had for myself to be better than who I am before,and I achieved a lot.What had u achieved in past months?u didnt even know where Pastagio is?Im truly sorry for you edward,u need something for urself to get occupied with besides ur boring life and the same daily routine and the same places to eat .
I even got 98.67 for my neurology osce examination!! Im tough enough for this and it beyond what i know until i truly let it go. "ikhlas'' and truly being ikhlas has reward me with this.Me saying goodbye reward me with new hello. God plan is just beyond what we know.
Dont get me wrong to see me talking to you like nothing is ever happened.I learned to be strong everyday and i had mastered the skill of hating.I used to think to just delete you from my friend list but im not stupid and childish enough to do so.
And now I can just laugh looking back at the past.
Or even,not pretending to be cool and calm when talking to you anymore.
I can even look into those eyes while talking to you.Those eyes didnt make me helplessly drown anymore
thank you for the memories,it nice to had some memories to cling on.
We might be friend again,but maybe not as closed as before.
And today,here I am,rolled up into someone better and I thank you for the experiences.
Thankyou for breaking my heart,losing you made me found who I am.
'when you cant remember why you're hurt,that's when u are healed-Jane Fonda'
Life's Pretty darn amazing right now.Hope yours is just as fantastic like mine.
Sincerly,
Fatin Maziah
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