Life lesson 4

People always ask me,how I deal with things so easily. The answer is I dont,Im just good at hiding it.

Life would be a bliss if:

1) I can have this every moring when i wake up

2) Have this 

The Printed Word.

The exam is finally over,and I am hoping that everything will go well as planned. In the meantime,Im working for my project and hoping will get the reply for my application soon. I may say,this is my only way to keep myself occupy with good and beneficials things,having a conversation with a few friends whom had entered their clinicals somehow make me felt envy with them. They get to study with the staff,make themselves occupy with their work,meet the patient and at the same time comfort them. Reading facebook statuses about helping assist a surgery,standing 6 hours in the OR room,or the satisfy feeling of having the very first patient u handle got discharged,I can imagine that was a worth and satisfy feeling after all,but i know,in less than 2 months,ill be joining them and thats make me excited. Revising Harrison's Internal Medicine is what in my to do list for this week.

As we can see in this picture,that was me,I was out in today Newspaper for the new segment for belia in Kosmo newspaper. Sorry for a little bit of exagerrating story by the writer, but I shall thanks him a million because he wrote a good story about me.Mama,Abah and Uncle said this was a nice story.

p/s:I wanted to strive to be someone better than who I am today,not only describe in the printed word. I am not who I am today if Im not surrounded by a good friend. Please always remind me if I forgot. 

Life lesson 3

Life is short,eat your dessert first. The ice-cream will melt in no time :D
P/s:went to a very nice place to have dinner. Taj Mahal. The food tasting and cuisine was nice with a good company. Photos will be upload soon in facebook. Thanks mate! Exam,may i have all the luck in the world.

Life lesson 2

Be very careful who you open up to. Only a few actually care,the rest are just curious and dont care.
P/s:mari berusaha untuk neonatal resusitation!

Life Lesson 1

Life would be much easier when we stop over-thinking or over-expecting about everything or everybody.

Sibuk atau buat-buat sibuk?

Entri blog kali ni,terasa nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu kita. Dah terlalu lama menulis menggunakan bahasa penjajah sebagai bahasa pengantar,nak mencuba,apa rasa tulis pakai bahasa sendiri. Menarik. Mencuba sesuatu yang baru dan berbeza. Bukan nak plagiarisme blog Hafizuddin Jailani,tapi memang suka baca blog dia,dia memang punya gaya bahasa sendiri dan msg yg nak disampaikan pun dapat difahami. Dan apa lagi yang berbeza menulis dalam blog kali ni? Tulis directly dari IPad. Terasa kelainan touchscreen dia.
Kenapa tajuk entri kali ni sibuk/pura-pura sibuk? Teringat perbualan makan bersama seorang teman tadi. Dia tanya,fatin,now u sibuk apa? Dan i dgn tak pikir panjang ni jawab la,sibuk gile,tapi i pun tak tau i buat apa,nak kata online,tidak la,sampai mak pun tanya,kenapa facebook saya tak ada any new post sejak gambar sumpah koas. Asyik kawan-kawan je tulis kat wall awak. Tu versi mak saya,maybe dia harap saya masuk satu gambar setiap hari tunjuk kat dia yg anak dia kat sini sihat sejahtera.Alhamdullilah,mak saya sporting.
Berbalik kepada pertanyaan teman saya tadi,kenapa saya sibuk dan buat-buat sibuk sampai tak tau apa gossip terbaru kat jogja ni?
1)Sibuk mengejar mimpi. Apa mimpi tu? International Medical Conference. Saya tertamak haloba sampai apply ke banyak negara,anataranya Austria Annual End of Academic Year Conference May 30-June 3,Conference at Cambridge,Massachusetts and Harvard University,Toronto,Malta,Germany,France and Switzerland. Antara banyak yg diapply ni,harap lepas satu. Tak sabar nak buat oral presentation about my research.
2)Kedua,sibuk jadi wonderwoman. Kerja pagi petang kat lab biologi molekular tu buat gene restriction,target nak siap by end of this month so boleh proceed dgn editting bab4 dan 5 skripsi saya. Full paper and abstract is required for the International Conference.
3)Yang ni paling tak best dalam kerja saya-MENTRANSLATE the whole 74 pages of my thesis ke dalam bahasa inggeris,bak kata orang,the first language in the world. Ya dok?(baca dgn dialek penang).Sebab tu entri blog ni bahasa melayu tak baku,sebab boring translate bahasa.
4)Sibuk juga berlatih Futsal untuk pertandingan Sukan 3penjuru UMNO sabtu ni. Marilah beramai-ramai menyaksikan team Jogja bermain. InsyaAllah korang takkan dissapointed sokong cewe-cewe cantik ni kat gelanggang futsal tu. Tapi korang jangan salah,kitorang ni nampak je tough kat dalam gelanggang tu,sepak bola sana-sini,bunyi gedegang sana-sini,memang nampak ganas,tapi kami berperwatakan lembut di luar gelanggang. Haish, tadi pun,saya sangat bertuah,time defense dapat satu tendangan sebijik tepat kat kepala,concussion sekejap kat situ. Memang sedap la kan,hope exam nnt tak lupa apa kena buat kat pasien sudah. Untuk yg datang support,
Sambil tu boleh cuci mata sekali.Oops,cuci mata tu utk saya sendiri. Asyik tengok ikan kat
Jogja je,kena la hala umpan kat team yg datang nanti. Beruntung betul cik abang yg main volley tu!ada org da berniat dtg nak tgk dia main kan.
5)Sibuk belajar OSCE remedial. Minggu depan dah exam lagi. Rabbi yassir Wa la tu assir.
6)yang ni paling best,sibuk buat-buat sibuk sampai tak sempat online ym,facebook,twitter segala.. Ko memang LAME la fatin.
Kalau masih ada masa nak pergi spa 4 jam mandi lulur bagai,treatment rambut 2 kali seminggu kat salon,menicufe,pedicure,tengok romantic movie kat wayang,lepas tu balik layan series kat laptop tu sibuk ke buat-buat sibuk?Ada masa nak layan gossip sana sini tu sibuk ke? Sibuk boleh update blog tapi mesej kawan sendiri tak reti nak balas tu sibuk atau buat-buat sibuk? Tepuk dada tanya hati.

Dream High!

I had started on my phase 2 research at Biology Molecular Lab. And I had keep this to myself for quite a long time,maybe since last year when I had already started being serious with this research and gene amplification. Since I had 2 months of free time regardless Im not entering coass this April,I applied to participate in International Medical Conference. I did make applications to a few countries that held the conference between May-June this year.

This is the first application,under student scientific research club,the congress will be held on 6-8th May 2011 in Instanbul University Cerrahpasa Medical Faculty.

I hope they accept my abstract since i had already made the payment of 100 euro to participate for this.

I made application for Prague 2011 in Chezh republic. This conference will be held on 21st-24th june.

and a few more applications. I hope my abstract will pass for one of the universities i applied. Than i can make mummy and daddy proud of me,and the country too. Bismillah. Thanks daddy for the credit card to make the payment.tehehe :D.

p/s: Dont tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon.