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Salam Perantauan ;p



    Sender Name: Razin Bin Bosro Faiq 
    Sender Location: Virginia Tech University, Blacksburg Virginia, USA 
    Recipient Name: To the family and the movement, movement in Malaysia
     Recipient Location: Kuala Lumpur, Shah Alam, Selangor
    Greetings: Want to say Happy Hari Raya Aidilfitri Zahir & inner sorry
    Kapsyen Preview: New York City.United States of America.  

brother, can i borrow your Mercedes.benz? btw i miss u very much.
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Nothing revives the past so completely as a smell that was once associated with it.Vladimir Nabokov
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A wonder woman and an Earthquake.

I had my menstrual pain last night. I slept around 11pm Jogja time right after i sms Fareez malaysia number to remind him that his room key and bike key is with me and awake at 2am in the morning,i continue doing my work until I have to take my bath and work in my Lab at 8am.I only slept 3 hours on holiday,I have trouble sleeping.I remind him because who knows he might forget it because way too excited packing things and all.I told him that i might be able to pick him up at the airport but i got my research at biomolecular lab going on too at 8am. My plan was,to do the sample solution for PCR material,PCR it before 9 and by 9am,i can drive straightly to the airport and pick him by the time his flight landed at 9.30am.I dont mind leaving the PCR because I will usually have to wait for 3 hours for the sample in the PCR machine and will usually kill time by reading the journal.So why not get myself occupied,and pick him up,send him to his house,and hand him the key he handed to me before he went back. But I was wrong,his flight landed at 8.30am and at that time Im making the solution sample in the Lab and he have to get a taxi back home but I'll be coming there for sure to give him his room key.

Went to his place,park my car and,suddenly he came out from nowhere,open the car door. I help him with the luggages(i acctually taking the paper bag and he took the luggage ;p) went straight to his room,and I open the room door,halfway until i realised,it wasnt my room.It happened spontaneously where i did enter his room once to pick up things in there while he is not around. I apologized and He said it was okay. He said I have to wait outside the room because He got to pack something for me.The 'something,something' He said last night.
He sweat packing the things.He handed me a cute box and said my mum bought this box and asked me to put ribbon on it but I dont know where is the ribbon.I was like,ala malu la,why have to ask mum for help.
Im pretty sure,mesti la semua org ada rasa malu kan,and in my situation,sy segan la,his mum choose the present for me,for my last birthday and now,this and the box. Rasenya org muka tebal je la tak tau segan n malu kot. Fareez,if u read this,i forgot if I had said thanks to ur mum and Fairuz,but I had thanks them deep in the heart and for sure,u too.Thanks sebab ingat kat i! ;p.

He insisted to follow me back to the Lab and see how the PCR is going on the Lab. I agreed. Drive back to campus,park and went to biomolecular Lab,but since the PCR will only end at 12noon,i said,lets go,its a waste if u waited there,lets settle ur things. I followed him to Inter programme and found out it was closed,so we took picture.His mum wanted to see the campus pic but he was so lazy to pose.


the "im too lazy to pose" and tired face!

He still wanted to follow me doing my research in the lab but I want him to go get his sleep and rest. He just arrived this morning,and I knew he acctually tired and sleepy by looking at the face.He agreed to go back and get his sleep,I accompany him to get a new Indonesia number since his old number is not active anymore. Sent him back to his place and went back to campus to continue PCR and Electrophoresis. I finished at my Lab around 3pm.
Went back and open the box.I smiled.He is so  sweet sometimes and I am too manja sometimes.Haha. I got a new Teddy Bear,which is soft and cuddly,but felt ashamed at the same time knowing his mum pick it for me.
Since me myself is quite tired,not getting enough sleep and had been doing PCR since morning till noon.I get a nap and awake before 4pm,making him some chocolate pudding.
I wake him around 5pm,get ready and pick him at his place,went straight to the Mall to open fast together.(Im not fasting today acctually but i only drank some water and eat some biscuit).Im a wonder woman didn't i?
But i still dont know how mum can do all the things she did since im a baby.My mummy is my wonder woman :)

I drive,He ate the pudding and we arrived the Mall.Ordered a food and He left me for a while to perform Maghrib prayer.Lucky me he is back before the earthquake happen. We were eating at that time and suddenly we felt the movement and shaking and suddenly everyone were up,left their food and went rushing. I looked at him and we stand about to went out and follow the crowds.We were at the 3rd floor and shall be headed to roof top.My hand and Leg was shaking and Im traumatized for a while. I felt it few times before since first year,but this is the strongest one,I can really felt that someone acctually move my chair.This was very scary.A very scary experienced though. He went to pay and the waiter wanted to pack the food for us,I said its ok,we shall just wait. We sat back and continue eating but unsure if there will be another earthquake after the first one.I even said this to him,"Fareez,my mum tau i keluar jalan dgn u,ur mum also knew it".Lets just hope that they dont find us in bodies.Serius da terbayang kat situ kalau la bagunan ni runtuh,they might find my body or his or both of us if we didnt make it and one thing i might apologized to my dad is about the car in the basement. Mesti kereta tu remuk kena hempap.Ok,i dont want to talk about it anymore. Imagination about earthquake is scary.Truly,ajal and maut di tangan Tuhan. We just dont know where,when and with whom..
Alhamdullilah in the Shelter of Allah swt,no one were hurt. 
We learned a lesson from it.


Fareez and me continue chatting and sharing experience,about the holiday and all. Havent i said,absence makes the heart grow fonder? it is! :)


I got a new cuddle for tonight.I hope this will help me sleep better.
thankyouuuu 




Gotta get my nap now,gotta wake him and teman him sahur in few hours!.

Caramel Pudding

Ok, let me warn you.I have not done this for quite sometimes.Ingredients hentam je resume play.
Ingredients:
-1 1/2 can evaporated milk(i usually use brand ideal)
-sugar
-3big eggs/4 small eggs
-1/2 teaspoon vanilla essence
-1 scoop of margarine.
Pudding.
Warm the milk a little.add 1 tablespoon sugar.Mix.
Whisk the egg,add into the milk.Mix gently.try to minimize the bubbles.
Add 4 tablespoons of water.
Add the Vanilla essence.
Add sugar(amount of sugar add to pudding is preferable according to ur taste)
Mix and stir all.
Optional.Add cornstarch to make the texture easier to handle.

Caramel:
Heat 4 tablespoon of sugar + 1 tablespoon of water.Keep on stirring throughout.Let it change colour to brown.Turn off the heat once u see the slight changes in the colour.
quickly transfer to an appropriate container.Let it harden.
Remember to put a smile on your face.It will do the add in taste :)

Final Result. I can say it turn out to be delicious.

im making a strawberry pudding today!
yes! i always eat my desserts first. :)

Bows,Headbands and Blair Waldorf.

So the bow thing?
I always love Gossip Girls and Blair Waldorf. I got a sisters whom is very gorgeous and love grooming.I don't exactly remember when my sister started to call me Blair but I got those nicknames during my first year here.As far I can Remember.Faizal also started called me Blair because He thinks my personality match and very much alike Blair just because I love Shopping and Gossips! 

I was on holiday this week and to keep myself occupied,I read CLEO mags on my bed and read and came to an article about hair and up do.and suddenly the idea about the headbands simply came out in my mind.So i browsed the internet for headbands and found this site-Blair Waldorf Headbands.I was so excited because i love Blair very much and the Headbands too.I admired this one flowery headbands the other day at the mall,and decided to buy it.It has small roses in it and i find it cute and I decided to collect more of headbands in various colours and design,from tartan to satin.I even think of producing it myself and create and online shop that sell headbands.I will.I think i may go shop for the satin and flowers to make a few design.For my own collections and maybe for my online shop.

I even browsed Headbands produced by Juicy-couture till Versace.Will ask Razin to get me one from those Brands! .Blair’s style is very classic, preppy, and polished.  Her outfit is flawless, and she never has a hair out of place. Blair’s fashion sense is definitely the quintessential upper-east-side stereotype and she is a total girly-girl at heart, and because of this, she loves to incorporate feminine touches like lace, bows, and ruffles, into her outfits. Nah,for me to be more feminine and express my girly-girl-i prefer this headbands because I love flowers and I do think will it will suit me best! 

You guys will see me at campus with up-do hair and Headbans now.Will definitely shop for more headbands!!
and u can start to call me fatin blair by now ;p.



                                       juicy couture-front and inside view


versace



aren't they adorabale and cute?

gotta find In RED too, to match the red flats and clutch :)
Had i mention I love Red very much.Yeah i did,in here.

Fatin the Blair Waldorf.
Until next time, XOXO.
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a resolution

i have never really set a list of new year resolution just cause, i know i'll never stick to it.yes, one thing that i lack is self determination.But, no more of those negativity, no more slacking of. Even though its in the middle of the year, im creating myself a mid year resolution. 
so, here it is. 


Get a degree by the end of April next year.
Make sure i get a good grade of at least B+ for every subject.Go to all classes. Oh god, im done and over with the whole skipping class thing. Last year i managed to attend 90% of classes, but this year im attending 95%.I'll also do my best at keeping notes of the subjects that im taking next year organized updated.

Earn, save money and travel 

 Save $$$ from salary(of being papa&mama cute little daughter) and allowance- make the amount a five figure (too much? I DARE myself!). Create a separate account for traveling. Visit two countries, financed by part of the savings. Particularly States (where my brother currently live now)  and Bali,Indonesia.

Be healthier Must eat healthily and loose weight
Become 53kg and maintain that for the rest of the year.Dieting alone is certainly not good enough. Being healthy is all about exercising and eating good food. Im already switching my diets to eating more veggies and fruits, but still keeping 1 or 2 days off for my old time favourite foods like ice-creams and chocolates.Must start doing yoga again!

Extra-curricular activities
I love cooking. A year back i thought im completely hopeless at this.Where than,I quit cooking (which i love most.) Little that i know that living on my own requires me to cook every now and then. Thus, now i cook soups and pasta and some malaysian cuisine. Id really like to learn more. So, i think i'll enrol myself in cooking and baking classes this year despite of my busy schedule.

Look awesome Have clear skin by December.
Must find that good skin care product to get clear skin.
Wont be too lazy to apply creames at night and in the morning anymore. Stay away from LOREAL PRODUCT AS OF NOW, IM OBVIOUSLY ALLERGIC TO IT.after a week i used the Derma-Genesis,i got really bad acne. Buy new foundation.perhaps.but i still dont know if i fit any,my face is too sensitive for products. i kinda love biotherm for now. Sell new clothes and buy new ones. Revamp the wardrobe.

Be positive and do good .Get more organized.
Be PRODUCTIVE. Be more PASSIONATE. Procrastinate less. Bother less about people's complicated private lives and give support to friends and family whenever appropriate.Care more about others.Be less awkward. Be more friendly.Make new friends. Be more honest. Learn to keep my promises. Learn to be more respectful . Give, give and give- birthday cards and gifts, treat random people, anything!


Ive learned so much from my past mistakes and intend to make amends. if ive done you wrong, im really sorry. May this will be the start of a new beginnings=p



HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYONE!!
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